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Wizard Of Oz = opens tomorrow
I honestly don't see how. It doesn't feel like it at all. This doesn't seem real. I feel like we aren't ready at all and that we are going to have a whole nother month to figure this thing out, but unfourtanitly that isn't how it is.
I don't know.
So yeah my makeup is so ugly. I look like a clown that has gone bad.. well that is a munchkin for ya.GROSS!!ahhhhhhhhh
yeah i am done complaining
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[Mar 21 06 ` 9 45 pm] |
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Here's the thing...
Well I have decided to re-start this again. I haven't updated in a year. Well not exactly but that doesn't matter. My computer is really retarded and I finished writing this whole thing and then the page just closed. I don't know why but that thing always seems to happen to me and there is absolutly NO reason for it.
Anyway, my life has been pretty uneventful lately. I have really done to much that was really fun. It is kinda depressing. I can't wait for summer again. I love it. I don't like having to go to school everyday, same classes, same teachers, and pretty much the same assignments. The only thing that we pretty much do is whatever they tell us to get the good grade, were pretty much not learning a thing. We go to school to take tests, and supposedly get us ready for college. But then when college is out and your in the real world. Now honestly if your not going to be a biologist what the heck is learning that going to help you accomplish?? I really don't think that is going to help you with anything at all. NO SENSE -- at all! Unless you are going to be on one of those stupid game shows that ask you questions that barely anyone knows. O well, what are you going to do.?
hmm... I am extremley bored right now. Tuesdays are prettty boring I guess. There isn't much to do. hmm.
Alright .. Those are my thoughts <3
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[Oct 16 05 ` 1 47 pm] |
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i didn't break it!!!! i just have some contusion or some big word whatever and i really don't know what it meansss.. but whateverrrrr.hehehehehehe
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[Oct 15 05 ` 6 34 pm] |
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I THINK I BROKE MY FINGER!! IT IS PURPLE AND REALLY GROSS AND IT HURTS SO BAD! I DON't KNOW WHAT I DID BUT IT IS SO TERRIBLEEE!
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[Oct 13 05 ` 12 16 am] |
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wow!! I always forget about these things. I don't even know why I have one, well whatever! This is different I actually feel like updating! So vcry different for me!!
Ewww, I swear people in school have to learn how to walk. I've been late to so many classes cause freaking people don't know how to walk and then they stop in the middle of the hall to talk to someone. So today I was walking behind some girl and she was walking slow and then she just stopped to talk to some kid walking the other way, omg I would have most likely walked right into her if I wasn't so good at walking in the halls. That really buggs me. People are so fucking inconsiderate and most of the time I just can't deal with them. For some reason it just gets to me. Whatever I am just going to have to stop right in the middle of the hallway to piss someone else off cause it will just make me feel alot better. hahah I know, I know, I'm such a loser. I DON'T CARE!!!!!!
Anyway I had rehearsel today! It was really boring and then I had to walk home all alone in the pooring rain without a jacket or anything, it was so terrible I got so wet and the bottom of my pants were all muddy when I finally got home. Good thing I made it home before my mom cause if she were home she would have made me stirp before I even walked into my house! :0 That would be so terrible. All you would see is me taking my pants off and then walking into my house, wow what would people think.. hahah
I went to a turkish resteraunt for dinner... lets just say it is exactly like greek food with all this lamb and it isn't my favorite thing. But if I really have to eat it I will but afterwards I feel really sick cause I just don't like it!! ewww yuckkk!
yeah i really have nothing else to say.
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[Aug 16 05 ` 8 22 pm] |
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Why is it that people can make you do things that you honestly don't want to do? Things that you know you probably should do but you don't feel that you really can without feeling fake. Why can't they leave you to make your own decisions without making you feel guilty about it? Or how come they make you say certain things that make everything awkward for you? I just don't understand that, I kind of wish that I did, but if I did then I wouldn't have anything to write about.LOL Sometimes it feels like with people telling you something, you don't get to think about it for yourself, just because they said it or even the way they said it, you feel like you have to do that just because. I don't really know I can't explain it. I am kind of confusing myself so I think I am going to stop now.
comment I guess.
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| what guys from other countries think of american girlss |
[Jul 30 05 ` 1 19 pm] |
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I was reading 17 today cause well I have nothing better to do, and there was this article called "my advice to american girls". It is guys from other countries around the world telling us what they think of us. Here is what it said..
guy from brazil> stop using moviestars as role models
guy from england> stop overreacting when something exciting happens
guy from germany> get to know people you just meet don't be nice for just 5 minutes (i think he is saying were fake)
guy from ghana> says that not all guys are cheaters and will break your heart so give them a chance
guy from greece> we should learn some geography
guy from india> says not to have a superior attitude
guy from sweden> stop burping in public it isn't attractive
I just thought that was funny we seem to have gotten a bad reputation.
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[Jul 27 05 ` 11 02 pm] |
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soooooooo boredd
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[Jul 27 05 ` 7 44 pm] |
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Hey
Haven't updated in awhile and for some weird reason I feel like it!!
Summer is absolutley amazing! I love being free and just being able to hang out and do whatever I feel like! It makes me happy! There is really nothing new that is going on. Just me having fun and hanging out nothing to exciting to right about!
hmm..today I got woken up by my mom coming into my room with my cell phone bill in her hand. Lets just say it wasn't a very good way to start the day. She told me that I am no longer aloud to text message and I am only aloud on my cell if it is an emergency. This is going to be very tough. I don't know anyones number by heart and I'm like addicted to my cell phone so this is going to be so tough to not be able to use it to talk on. I might diee! OKAY I will admit it I shouldn't go to that extrem, I mean I have my own phone line, so.. I guess that I am going to be spending alot of time one that! lol But not to many people know that nummber. I will survie.
After that I had piano and voice. I really hate that it is sooo boring. I'm sick of singing and playing jazz & I am sick of classical. I just wanta play music that I have heard of before no more of this boring crap. I will probably never get what I want with that cause well it isn't me who gets to pick the stuff. I kinda wish it was.
Went to johnsons farmm. I got a slushy. And when you ask for a small you really get a small. It was like the size of those cups you use when you brushing your teeth. You know the ones that you through out once your done. That would have been completely fine but it sucked cause that little thing was like $2. It was really not worth it but o well, you can always count on me to buy something like that. LOL
Anyway I think I am going to stop cause I am pretty much rambling on about nothing to important & hell if I were to read this then I would be pretty bored out of my mind!!!!!! LOL
comment lovers!
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[Jul 14 05 ` 8 34 pm] |
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haven't updated in a few dayss..
lets see.
monday I went to the beachhh with lizzz!! it was lots off fun. We went on the boardwalk and wenton the rides!! The swings totally rocked. I think we were the oldest people on them. It was soooo amazing!!
tuesday I hung out with courttt!! I was smart enough to say lets go for a run and we went out my garage and i was going to leave the door unlocked but i accidently locked ittt!! So we were sitting outside of my house for an hour and a half!!
todayyy!! i am sickkk.. sooo boreeedd!!<33
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[Jul 9 05 ` 11 09 pm] |
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Tomorrow is my moms birthday and I didn't get her a present! I need to do something that would be like a substitue for a present cause I am all out of ideas. ANd cooking for her so won't work cause well we have no food in this house so she would need to go food shopping before I could cook her a thing!! LOL so that is out of the question! ANyone have an idea???
But anywayy..went to my dads car show tooday!! It was fun even though he didn't win anything! I took Courtney with meee!! We were walking around not knowing where to go and just looking for the DA"SS!!!!!! There were quite a feww!! lol !
Then we went back to Courts and we in her pool. We actually only went in! We just jumped in and then walked around it alittle and then got out cause it was wayyy toooo coldd!! LOl Then we watched legally blonde cause we are sooooo cool like thattt!!
What a wonderfullll dayy!!!
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| Starting up again! |
[Jul 5 05 ` 10 25 pm] |
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Wow I haven't actually wrote anything in this in foreverrr.Well, except for that last thing but that was just a big joke with phil and court. Long story don't ask!
Summer '05 is offically underwayyy!!! I know I know it is a little late for me to say that but I had to cause I never got to before. SO far things haven't really been that boreing!! I never actually just sat at home and did nothing I actually did something almost every dayyy!! I am soooo proud of myselffff! woot woot!!
Anyway today was funn! My mom went to work in the morning so I had the house to myself like always. I called court and walked halfway to meat her and then we walked back to my houseee. I was still in my pjs and my hair was a mess but it was so oo funn!!! Then we made hot dogss.. they were so good. We called phil and told him to come over so then we ordered a pizzaaa!! Yummyyy!!Phil had ten bucks and then I had the other half of the money and I payed the guy the rest in quarters.He didn't even count it! He just told me to give him the money! lol hehehe
Phil left and me and court hung out awhile then my mom came home and she drove us over to courts!! We made mac & cheese and then went swimming in her pool. We played some game called like rock the boat but I'm not really sure what it was called but it was funn!!
And now I am at home doing nothing. But I guess it is cool. i dunno!!! Thats my life though!!!
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[Jul 5 05 ` 2 49 pm] |
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get off my bloody bed you fucking monkey!
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[Jun 8 05 ` 3 43 pm] |
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I HATE EXAMS>>>>>>> I AM GOING TO FAIL AND I KNOW ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
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[Jun 5 05 ` 11 51 am] |
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hey loves!!!
I had way to much fun yesterday/today!!! I guess cause like 4 in the morning that would be today!!!Amazing times with court and kim!!!!! I went to courts and we walked to burger king and at there and what not then we ran back to her house and baby sat these two kids. They were cute a little wild but cute! Then we called kimi and asked what she was doing and then me and court crazhed her crib!!!LOL! We were taking some wild and crazy pictures and called people and then bouncing of the walls holy crap it was amazing. We finally went to bed at like 4 something or other which was awesome. Then woke up at nine and had to work on this song for kimis music theory class which was the whole point in me going over there and well it wasnt working out to well but we didn't have any other time to work on it cause well we just didn't. then my mommy came to pick me and court up and blah blah blah!!!!
I am so over-tired that I am extremly hyper!Which is awesome.I should probably go take a nap but really don't feel like it and i have to practice this song and study so i don't think that is exactly in the cards but whatever.!!! o well I think i am done cause i am rambling on about absolutly nothinnnn!!!!!!!!!<3333333333333333333333333333333333333
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[Jun 4 05 ` 11 26 pm] |
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OMG Kim (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) acoustic11) is the best person ever!!! She made me a new layout... how hot is it? And my new icon, she made that too! I owe her the world!
She is cooler than Courtney, fo' sho.
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[Jun 3 05 ` 3 53 pm] |
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We were terrible at the concert..that is just my opion but seriously. I barely made it in time for my dance because someone had to freaking race me down the hall way asking me what corner I was working cause the kid was a jack asss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But it is okay cause I made it in time. My dad was a little taking back from the dance he said. He said he didn't have his baby anymore but I had to tell him that I will always be a baby!!!!!!!LOL <333333
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[Jun 2 05 ` 5 32 pm] |
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Tonight is going to be hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
First I have my chorus concert and I think we really suck. I don't want to even be in the concert but I have to cause it is for a grade. I kinda wish it wasn't cause I really don't want to have to deal with it. Then I have a jazz unlimited recital. I think it is going to be my last jazz unlimited recital cause they suck and I hate it. I need to find a new dance school. SERIOUSLY!!!! At least this dance will be hot! The only thing is I look like a whore in this costume cause it barley covers my butt!! I look like I belong in the movie Chicago!!!! I would fit into that movie even better if I got married and then kill my husband! lol to all of you who saw that movie!!!!!!!!!!!but any way
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[May 29 05 ` 12 18 am] |
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Brigadoon has been awesome.I absolutely love every single person in that cast.Since it has been my first show performed at cherokee, it has meant so much to have shared the experience with the many talented people that where involved in it.It is so sad that the seniors are leaving and there are big shoes to fill for the new seniors.Now that it is over I feel like my life has stopped.I have become so much closer to people because of this play and some are truly amazing.Many of these people have been role models for me and I have learned so much, and have become so comfortable on stage.The cast of Brigadoon '05 will always hold a special place in my heart. <3333
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[May 28 05 ` 1 36 pm] |
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Take the quiz: "What dessert are you"
sundae
You are a sundae. A little suductive at times but always fun.The life of the parrty
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